It’s a terrible thing, I think, in life to wait until you’re ready. I have this feeling now that actually no one is ever ready to do anything. There is almost no such thing as ready. There is only now. And you may as well do it now. Generally speaking, now is as good a time as any.
Today I had to screechingly stop for a man crossing when he wasn’t supposed to. He proceeded to stop in front of my car dangerously paused in an intersection to call me a “bitch. Stupid stupid bitch” over and over again. I then turned around, parked the car and waited for the man outside the chase bank he was walking into. When he saw me he looked afraid as though I was going to shank him, and I angrily screamed “You can’t call me a bitch. You can’t call any women a bitch. You can’t do that.” He started leaving quickly just trying to avoid the trouble that I wanted to ensue. I wanted to terrorized this man the way he terrorized me. Now I’ve been sick to my stomach by not only the cruelty and delusion of this man but also my sharp desire to destroy him for it. I’m sick to my stomach. I’m absolutely upset about this. I don’t want to be a hateful barbarian of earth.
—I Appear Missing
Queens of the Stone Age - I Appear Missing
I go missing,
No longer exist
One day, I hope,
I’m someone you’d miss